Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Now that is all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one.
To build me up and tear me down,
like an old abandoned house.

Fucked up day today.
First, resutls.
Second, love.
i asked love, " do you that there is smth wrong in this r/s?"
Love said, " abit weird and wrong time."
I asked Love whether he wanted a timeout.
He said 2 years.
To me, 2years, isnt it like a break?
Within these 2 years,w will you assure yourself not to like anyone else?
So, i asked him so do you want timeout or break.
He let me decide.
So, i asked him " But honestly, do you still have feelings for me?"
He didn't replied.
Obviously, it was no.
So, i said" forget it, i know the ans already."
So, this is how it end.
If he tell me that he still loves me, i don't mind waiting.
but since, his heart isn't here.
What for holding him back.
It will make the r/s worst.
& the only loving will feel terrible.
So, might as well let him go.
I still love and care for him.
After that convo, i had bee thinking what's he up to etc.
Cried to myself.
We were still happy last week.
But why must this happen?

P.s I still love you ,

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Are you on the phone with another girl?
Or are you just merely testing me.
I'm feeling frustrated now.
I'm upset.
But after hearing your voice, everything will be back to normal.
You won't want to communicate me.
If you don't open yourself to me,
how am i suppose to do that to you too?
You have no idea,
of how i feel now.

Friday, March 16, 2007




Meet mama at Jp.(15march)
Bought a leopard spot slippers.
Went Chinatown with mama after that.
Bought a red diamond shoe.
After that Vivo with mama(:
Bought topshop panties!=X
Bought RiverIsland's Star tee.
I like the baggggg>): It cost like $139.
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Went try on the jeans that i loved.
And went crazying last year.
Lucky i did not buy last year.
It has like 30% now. it cost like 200.
Now its like 139? hahah! goodness.
But didn't buy in the end.
Saw FCUK tee. damn nice.
Cost 109 >):How i wish i was bloody rich.
Went into guess, saw their necklaces.
Which was so-the-pretty . I like this particular one which says
like LOVE. It cost 109/: I wanna be richhhhhh D:
16March.
So sick today/: Had sorethroat&Cough.
I dont wanna be sickkkk D:
I AM SO HAPPY FOR ROSENEIGHBOUR!=DDD
I LOVE YAAA.



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WENT OUT WITH DORA,CHLOE,MAHERA,JINLING,ROSE. (14MARCH)
Chankaptao(:




Jinling!=D


Dora my putaooo=DD <3.




Snapshot by ROSETAN=D






WE ARE=D







CHYNAAAAAAA<3





I love mahera(:

MAHERAAAAAA!<3

Fake lashes/:




Me carrying Dora(:

Jinling. Chloe. Dora. Rose. Chyna
Either Rose or Chloe took this/:

Meet Chloe&Mahera at Je interchange first.
Went Bugis to buy something. Mahera went eyebrow trimming.
Me&Chloe went eyelash fixing. haha.
It cost like 6$$ haha! Cabbed down to cine.
Went Hkcafe eat. Dora saw chloe's lashes, started laughing.
Chloe used my shades to cover her eyes. hah!
Went toilet, she took it off >/:
Aft that walked to fareast .
Meet Rose&Jinling, and went walking.
Mahera left after that. We headed for paragon.
Slack outside.Took pictures. hahahahahaa.
Went meriden for pool. Saw cyn&Fren on the way there.
They joined us.And played pooll =DDDDDD
Sat at the coffee shop outside Meriden.
Walked to dhoubyghuat. Saw my sister.
haha!Took train home after that.
I LOVE THEM A LOTTT <3=d



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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

ROSE&&CHYNA OUTING!
PICTURE OF THE DAY=D Didn't know neighbour will do the same things as me=D

<3heart>

Picture of me of the day(:




There's like a kiss mark there?Lol

Glitter eyes<3


ROOOOSEEEEEE~

NeighborROSES' & NeighbourCHYNAS'

Went out with RoseNeighbour=DDD. Waited for her at somerset. headed to heeren for lunch(:Wantonmeeee.Saw eachothers Wallet started laughing as we had the same thing.Went wistma first then Fareast.Saw Yixiang, he call me ahlian laaaaa>):Please loooo. Im so not ahlian=DDDDDDWe each bought fried marsbars ate happily(:Went sit train to bugis.Saw Ahqi&her sis while at bugis street.Went Rose's friend steph working shop to slack.Went walking ard and left for Vivo to find Jinling&love(:Saw Liting&Winstone at outramMrt=DWe keep secretly take picture of them.Hah, so funnyyyyyyy=DDBought boost (: Yummyyyy.Went home after that.

ROOOSEEE: _____ Fan si. _____ Xiao si (: hahah.Loves.


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Sunday, March 11, 2007

Picture of the dayyyy(((((:
Edited by Chloe&Me=DDDD Had ballet in the morning(:



ChewSijie&ChynaTan(:






Went out with ChewSijie today(:
Came my house to put her contactlenses.
Left at ard 3. Reached Cine Kbox at 4 plus.
Sing all daaa wayyyy to 6:300=DDDDD
We were crazy laaaaaaaaaaaaaa. We sang using wawa voice.
Laugh like hell. Sang those high pitch songs.
Blahblahblahblah-. Went outisde cine to melt cause we were freezing.
Saw Minghoe, Sijie's friend&My neighbour(Who dont know i am his neighbour/:)
Went back cine for Kobayashi=DDD
Ate the same old thing. ChickenUdon. I just love ittt<3!
Went bugis to buy her red bag(: hahahha.
Aft that went back somerset sat 174 to Chloechan's house.
Slacked at the carpark and went to her house.
Used her photoshop to edit my picture!hahahaha.
I was crazying about it. Chatted with Cheryl.
Chyna: Hellooooo chyna here!=DDDDD
Cheryl:Hellooo hah
Chyna: Haaaa
Cheryl: What are you doing at her house?
Chyna:Having sex with chloe(: Wanna join us? =D
Cheryl: hahhh. mmmmmm.
It was kindof lameee actually.
hahaha. Anyway, Daddy came and fetch me&Sj home.
Thats all for todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Dance tmr. &Meeting Roseeeneighbourrrrr=DDDDDD
Ciaooooooo~

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

(Above) - It's called Xuehua. Should try it. Its peanut iceflakes and choco topping=DDDD So delicious(:
Went Malaysia(City Square) today at ard 4-5 plus.
Pon ballet ))))): I don't want to. hah.
Bought like three blingbling necklaces.
One Watch, One Mango halter & One Mango bag=D
Going out tmr with MissChewSijie.
March hols = dance hols ):
Mon,wed&fri - School dance.
Tue, thurs, sat &sun - Ballet.
How pathetic can it be >):
After ballet exam is Syf after that is midyearexam):
AHHHHHH~. SADDEDDDDDDD.
Off now! byeeee.



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